I have no reason, really, other than just a general, unexplainable discontent.
I hate that I have to cook everyday. I hate that I have to clean up everyday. I hate being responsible. I hate that I have to go to the grocery this afternoon. I hate that I'm 90 percent sure I was supposed to send in candy with Adele for a school Halloween party but didn't. I hate that I haven't been sleeping. And I especially hate that I'm not at home on the couch reading right now.
To make me feel better, please tell me in the comments everything that you currently hate.
Now let's try to emerge from the muck and gloom a bit, shall we? When I was in Austria (12 years ago, holy hell) the people living in my dorm decided to have a Halloween party. It was probably the best one I've ever attended, and also the one and only time I fell asleep with my head hanging over the toilet.
The thing about Halloween in Europe was that there wasn't nearly as much candy as now. It was odd, honestly. I kept expecting to see bowls of Reese cup ghosts, but instead there were only pretzels. Sad face.
This entry is probably the longest in the history of ever, if only because I was determined to document everything that I did over there. For posterity's sake. And I have added new paragraph spacing that wasn't there before because, well, paragraphs are important.
(Also - these are totally pictures of pictures so excuse the quality...)
|Gloria, me, Mette, Henrik|
10/27/02 9:59 p.m.
I drank too much at the party last night & ended up falling asleep with my head over the toilet. What an interesting story! It was a Halloween party on the 4th floor & everyone had to dress up. I was a gypsy. I actually think I did a pretty good job w/it. But of course once again I drank too much. I had 2 glasses of wine, 2 beers, one glass of gin & sprite, one baby tequila shot, and I think that's all. Oh, I did have a tiny bit of generic baileys. I shouldn't have mixed everything like that. But I danced a lot but not as much as before at past parties. One time I decided to have a glass of wine & a glass of gin to take upstairs with me, but I couldn't walk up the stairs. My skirt was too long & my hands were full so I couldn't hold it up so I tripped on it & stepped on it & I lost my gin. But I think that was best. I didn't need both drinks then. I ended up putting pants on so that was better.
After awhile I got a little bored & decided to go to bed. I just came down here & talked to Riitta about how crappy we felt. This was about 4 in the morning I think. But then all the sudden she leaves & goes to the bathroom in Lisa & Ingrid's kitchen & I decide that I should also go. I think I was really drunk, but I think I could tell that I was going to be sick. So I go & kneel in front of the toilet. After a few minutes I puke a couple times. I thought I should stay there because I might need to do it again. So I put the lid down & flush & just lay my head on top. And I passed out. I woke up after maybe 30 minutes & peed & went out. Mark & Denise were sitting there talking & just looked at me like where the fuck did you come from? I just laughed & waved & said I think I fell asleep. And then I went to bed. I took a plastic bag with me just in case.
|Gloria, me, Lise|
I woke up this morning around 9:30 or 10 & I had a horrible headache & I couldn't move very well at all. I was so afraid I would puke. I kept praying that I would just go back to sleep. I finally did & woke up around 1 & went to the bathroom & took some aspirin & came & laid back down. I felt okay after that. I got back up around 2:30, well really 1:30 because the time changed. Oh, I also hit my head on my shelf last night & I have a red mark on my forehead. But today I didn't do much at all. I did call Chris. I miss him so very much. But it won't be very much longer until I go back.. I didn't call my parents because I don't have the money. My loan hasn't gotten here yet. But I figured they would call but they didn't. I wish they would have. Maybe I'll call them later in the week. Oh, everyone teased me today about sleeping in the bathroom. It was funny.
|Back: Anne-Kristina, Ritta, Nicole|
Front: me, Mette
Yesterday afternoon, me, Henrik, Riitta, Mark & Farag went to a military show thing. It was Austria's national day & so lots of military equipment was set up at the Hofburg, I think & we just waked through. It was actually a little boring, though. After that we went to the Natural Historical Museum where I saw a bunch of rocks & dead animals. After that we went to the Kunst historical Museum but I've already been there. That's where the Ruben paintings are. Then after that Farag met up with friends & the rest of us went to eat at the place where I ate calf brains a few months ago. That's not what I had this time, though. I had rindsrouladen. It was really good. We came back & I laid down for a little bit then got ready for the party.
|Ritta, Henrik, me, Vlad|
But I guess I should catch up everything. On Thursday the 24th I had children's lit class. It was okay. That night I went to the opera with Riitta & Noora. Lise, Espen, Ingrid & her boyfriend also went but we didn't go together. We saw Sparticus the ballet. It was actually really good. I didn't even get that tired of standing because we had breaks every 45 min. But there was a big blue guy with a big blue penis. It was huge! But he was only on stage for a few minutes. But it stood out! I had a horrible coughing fit during it. I think it was because there was an old man in front of me who actually smelled like death. That's all I could think about.
But there are so many rules there. We had to check our jackets, which isn't really a problem, but we had to pay for it. We tried to sneak & not do it but some lady behind us told on us. Then Ingrid took a picture in the lobby & got into trouble - well just told not to do it anymore. But it was only in the lobby & not during the performance so I don't understand. Lise sat on the floor & she had to get up. The rules didn't make any sense at all. Oh well.
On Friday I went to school to check my email then met everyone at the Secession for an exkursion. It was really boring. It was interesting to learn about the Klimt fresco but learning about the building was really boring. I just didn't care too much. I don't understand the art that's inside it. It's too abstract for me.
After that I came back here. I ended up going to Zielpumkt 3 times. First I went w/Mark to take back some empty beer bottles & do some shopping. Well I was going to buy gin but I thought they took credit cards but they didn't so I had to put it back. But I really want it so Mark & I found some more bottles & went back to Zielpunkt to get the money for the bottles. It wasn't very much, though. So we went to the ATM, then cam back & bought the gin. So 3 times in about 1 hour. That was funny. The people must have thought we were crazy.
Later Henrik, Mark, Riitta & I went to the movies & saw XXX with Vin Diesel. It was so very bad. The acting was terrible & it was filled w/one-liners. But it was so corny that it was funny so we got some enjoyment! And I think that's about all.