I don't knit for my husband that often. He has a couple pairs of warm socks and a nice wool sweater that he loves and he's satisfied with that.
He doesn't ask me for things. And maybe that's because he knows me. He knows how long it takes me to finish something for him. I'd like to say it's because I want to take my time and go slowly to make sure that whatever I make for him is absolutely perfect but the reality is that I know that I can push his items to the side when they get boring and work on something else. He won't get mad. He honestly probably won't even notice.
So that is what happened with this sweater. The pattern is Fort, by Brooklyn Tweed. I like it. The sweater is sophisticated and stylish and has enough texture to keep me interested.
But the problem is that I started the sweater last spring or late winter. That's a horrible time to start a new knitting project for me because my mind shifts with the longer days and all I can focus on is sewing. And more sewing. And then even more.
I don't want to knit because knitting reminds me of colder weather and in late winter I am ready for sun and warmth and hand sewn dresses.
So this sweater languished. I had most of the body knit by the time I put it to the side last spring. And I had so many other projects I wanted and needed to finish once I picked knitting back up in earnest in the fall that this one sat in it's bag. I left it out and visible so seeing it would encourage me to work on it, but all it did was silently admonish me for not being faithful and for straying on to other, more exciting and time-sensitive projects.
A few weeks ago I picked it up again, determined to finish.
I haven't finished.
I've got the body knit and most of one sleeve. It really won't take much at all to finish. But the urge isn't there. I want to want to knit it, but I don't want to knit it, if that makes any sense.
And spring is coming, in spite of the two feet of snow and I have dresses to sew.
So maybe I'll finish it next fall.
It's a good thing my husband knows me so well and is so understanding.